Creator's Notes

A whole page and a public diary dedicated to The Creator's life doings

- PLEASE NOTE: The notes contains swearing and things that may not be suitable for readers under 13. -

6/24/26: Everything is going alright for me. Got a summer job, still living my normal life as usual, saving up for a PS5, and some games on the PS Store. btw GTA 5 IS GETTING PRE-ORDERS ON THE 25TH FUCK YEAH!!!

6/3/26: it's been a while since i've typed on this Diary. Everything seems fined to me. i finally got GERD out of my skin, although I have sudden urges to time myself after eating and drinking. What the fuck am I doing to myself.

5/8/26: Finally got into perscriptions for GERD, but I wish I wasn't mad everyday. It makes me like an enemy. Let's see if there's a therapist I can talk to.

5/2/26:I talked to my parents about my gerd disease and they told me that they'll take me to the doctor soon. Hope it goes well 🥹

4/25/26: I love sweet tea :3

4/19/26: Cult of the Lamb: Design Works are out... I don't wanna buy it, I don't wanna buy it, I definitly don't wanna buy it. I don't wanna buy it, I don't wanna buy it... I WANNA BUY IIITTT!!!!

4/6/26: I have been losing motivation from doing fun things since my 4 day easter break started. I don't know what's wrong with me. I wanted to do fun things when my 4 day weekend started, but it's not making me happy. I have played video games, nothing worked. I have watched TV and funny videos on YouTube, nothing worked. I drawed artworks, nothing worked. I even went outside and nothing worked. I feel like something's missing, but I don't know what is. it's killing me with boredness and dread. Everyday became a struggle on what to do on my freetime. I don't what's the cause. it could from my endless scrolling on YouTube, it could be from my GERD, or it could be that I am going thru some early stages of depression. I don't know what is. I really wanted to get myself fixed. It's too much to handle for me at this age.

4/1/26: I hate having GERD. Everytime I ate something that triggers my reflux, I get waves of nausea 5 hours after eating or drinking. I used to overeat, I used to eat pizza, I used to drink sodas, tea, and juices like fruit punch, now I can't eat and drink those anymore since that'll trigger them. I wanted to start a diet and lifestyle changes, but it's too difficult to do. It makes me wanna rip off my stomach to get this stupid disease out of my life. I wish I could stop it, but that's the price I have to pay and it's the consequence for being unhealthy. Happy April Fools I guess, and trust me. This is NOT a joke story. it's true story in case you're wondering.

3/29/26: I wish I could stop making roasting videos. I want to make something else other than roasting videos. Making these videos is always a pain to my neck. It makes me wanna kill myself, but my fans rely on it. I make the "Azirel Roasts Totally Studios" for fun, but now I don't think its fun to make anymore. I'm only 2 days 'till Trans Day and I wanted to make an artwork of it, but I can't with these fucking distractions on my mind. I want to make something, but everytime I do that it gets less views. I tried doing that with Kevin Roasting videos, but it also has less views like WTF? What do you want from me??? What is the most recent cringe channel that I can roast?? Why won't you like it??? Is it because Kevin is unrelevent anymore?? I have money to make and I wanna know what do you guys want that's relevent so I can roast! This is why I hate making roasting videos! This is EXACTLY why roasting videos are dead now! Because you don't like what I make! I took my whole weekends to make them! I put my heart and soul to make them, just for it to have like what? 600 views? 800 views? The old videos get thousands of views, but now it's plummeting. I feel unappreciated for what I make these roasting videos,a nd I wish I could end this stupid roasting series! It's unrelevent and nobody likes them anymore! I wish I could go back and make actual random videos! The roasting community doesn't like furries anyways, so why should I bother. I have wasted my entire career for nothing.

3/10/26: Why do I always play VRChat??? I have an Xbox and a DSI, can I just play something else other than VR?

2/17/26: broooooo my school blocked neocities ;~;

2/14/26: Happy Valentine's Day to me ig.

1/20/26: Updates on the previous note. It's been days and there's nothing. thank god it's over. but it's sucks that I cannot drink any sodas for god knows how long.

1/11/26: It's been 6 days since I got acid reflux, but it's weird that I felt better I guess. I looked up on the Internet about things that I cannot eat with reflux, but I ate breakfast like pancakes, eggs, and bacon, and I don't feel anything nor heartburn. I ate a little bit of White Cheddar Popcorn, including I drank a small cup of Sprite and I don't feel any heartburn. I ate all of this without taking Tums, and I thought I have GERD lol. Maybe I feel better but I don't trust it. Maybe Give it a few days and I will see if I am feeling better.

1/5/26: I felt like shit when I ate sun chips and drinking pepsi last night. I was so bloated and nauseous that I wanna vomit. Right now, I am recovering. I learned my lesson now. I should drink water more.

1/2/26: I'm somehow attracted to Mayus So I asked myself, why the fuck am I falling for a VRChat avatar? like bro, This shit confuses me! I think I have been on vrchat too much.

12/19/25: I'm somehow bored and I totally forgot I have a neocities website lol

12/3/25: Why is The One Who Waits from Cult of the Lamb is so hot bro

11/29/25: Watched the zootopia 2 movie, i rate it a 10/10 :3

11/28/25: Can't believe Max was the culprit of the Discord server raid and nuke. :(

11/19/25: Bro I read one book of Fairy Tail from my school library and I am loving the series already!

11/16/25: Haven't made a post in a long time. Texas is hot for some reason now. Wtf?

11/3/25: My cholesterol is about to high since i am eating my candy non-stop yesterday. I felt like my brain wants to kill itself by obesity lol.

11/2/25: Zootopia 2 is coming to theaters in the 26th and I know what the internet is gonna do when It comes out.

11/1/25: It's No Nut November. This is gonna be hard for me.

10/31/25: It's hallowwen bois, yaaaaaaay!!!

10/30/25: Last Night, I ate a last slice of cake that's been made weeks ago and my little brother said that it's ugly, meaning that it's expired. I though he was lying, so I ate it anyways. After I ate like 4 spoonfuls, my guts are not feeling good. I think I got food poisoning or smth. I looked it up what happens when I eat expired cake and it mentioned food poisoning. I don't know if I might throw up cause of the cake or the result is gonna make me throw up. Today at school, I used the bathroom since my guts aren't feeling good. it also mentioned diarrhea in the search result. Let's hope that's the only consequence the slice gave me.

10/29/25: Brooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Why is Texas so cold now, what the fuck. :/

10/21/25: Yesterday was a crazy ride. The whole school's WiFi went down. After I came back home, I scrolled on TikTok and found out that AWS servers were down this morning! So that's the reason why most of the services, including the school wifi is down. Bro what the fuck is going on at Amazon and their AWS servers bruhh. At least they fixed it i guess.

10/19/25: Yesterday, My legs sore from a cramp for like the whole day. That sucked ass bro.

10/17/25: bruuuhhhhhhhh I read my Youtube comment section on my recent video and holy shit this has so much hate on that video! I feel instant regret making that video and posting it on YouTube. Might as well bring it into the archive playlist.

10/14/25: I feel a bit sleepy last night when making this week's video. It's cringy asf but it's worth it.

10/8/25: Last night, I stayed up until 11:10pm playing VRChat for a small group event. I was so sleep depraved bro but it's fun tho ngl.

10/7/25: I kept watching some webseries called "Mau Makan Apa?" on YouTube. As I watched 3 episodes about it, Holy shit It was impressive! I'm surprised and shocked to see this series this good but underrated! I am now thirsty for more episodes now!

10/3/25: I skipped school for two days since the car needs repairs. It's cool and all, but I now have to deal with my brothers on the weekends.

9/30/25: This morning, I couldn't stop listening to ElyOtto for some reason. STR333TLAMPS was the best one that I have in my playlist lol

9/25/25: Bored asf. Just got done with schoolwork and other types of crap. Although I wish that I can make Breakcore music. It's been spinning my head non-stop.

9/23/25: Yesterday, I was lurking around my old HDD for videos, until I founded Azriel Roasts Major Cloog, the video that been removed by YouTube. I had an idea to re-edit and reupload the video. Hopefully YouTube doesn't remove it again.

9/20/25: Hanged out with a femboy friend of mine on VRChat. It was chill at first, but we started to get along with each other. It was great!

9/18/25: During my bus ride to school, I've listened to Stomach Book's anarchy!!! 3 times! The beat and the tone is so beautiful! This is going my music playlist.

9/16/25: Yesterday, It took me almost the whole evening to make and edit a video, and took me almost 30 minutes to remove the copyright claims off the video. I'm started to feel sleep depraved. - 11:20 PM: Thankfully my school didn't block Neocities cause somehow school this morning is kinda crazy. My 2nd period teacher almost snapped because of the login on drones lesson. It's laughable, but somehow crazy lol wtf.

9/15/25: Hello? Is this thing on? hope so i guess. My first life note on this site, hopefully it'll be good.